My protean nature is infesting my brain cells and making me think of change.
Right now I want to sell most everything I have, move into Bedlam House, work on getting Mastering gigs, help build the BH business, and generally turn my life upside down.
This, of course, makes my wife crazy. She is a saint for putting up with me.
Things here at The Company are rocky at best, so I may end up needing to squat anyway. There's just something in the air.
Of course, part of this is being sad at not being in Marietta anymore... and this too shall pass.
Right now I want to sell most everything I have, move into Bedlam House, work on getting Mastering gigs, help build the BH business, and generally turn my life upside down.
This, of course, makes my wife crazy. She is a saint for putting up with me.
Things here at The Company are rocky at best, so I may end up needing to squat anyway. There's just something in the air.
Of course, part of this is being sad at not being in Marietta anymore... and this too shall pass.
- Current Mood:
contemplative - Current Music:Bask Ye Samplers - Bill Sutton
Comments
Have a cup of tea...
And yes, I've read ahead to Pafuts' entry, and I know (even without that) that your family is far too important to you to just cast your lot with the tide. (See? I looked up protean, and worked in a sea metaphor.) But I also understand that these thoughts aren't just whims that are gone the next minute. They eat at you for awhile. Do what you can to remind yourself of the good things in your life, and if possible, to make things better yet. If I were closer, I'd take you out to dinner and help you with the former, at least.
I'm sorry to hear about the instability in your current position, too. Please keep us up to date on that.